Recent Thoughts (a post from my Instagram)

I can’t even begin to explain how much I’m working everyday to try to pull myself out of what feels like one of the deepest ruts I’ve been in for awhile.
I’ve been wanting to post more on here and share little things and write more but it kept feeling fake, like here’s a pic of me randomly smiling so you know I’m living the best life and what not.
I’m actually moving in a really good direction in life that I’m excited about, but I still wake up to constant melancholy and instead of covering it up, I’d rather be honest instead. I’d really like to be an example that you can still feel down but also hopeful everyday for new things to come and still live everyday to the fullest regardless of what’s going on in your heart and mind, and that little moments help you to move forward.
The other day was the first day I did a full face of makeup in a long time, before leaving for a day out with my family, honestly that was baby step that really helped.
So I hope if you take the time to read this that it resonates with you today, keep going because one step is better than no steps and who knows where they will take you tomorrow.

1 Comment

  1. I’m glad you can show up as you are-there is a certain strength in being fully honest with yourself and on social media. May the clouds part soon and the new direction be just what you need to move forward.


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